Monday, December 15, 2025

Thankful for everything, even the faceless grey hoppers

I once had a conversation with my former parish's priest when I was struggling mentally and he said something that changed my life. He asked me a few questions. Did you ever wonder what a miracle it was, he asked, that you walk into a room, flick a switch and light magically appears? Or when you go to the sink, you pull a faucet and clean water appears? He asked me a series of questions like these and it made me rethink my life entirely. His point was simple. He was telling me I was very fortunate to have all that I have in my life. Since that chat, I have come to recognize the blessings in my life at all times, which have made me much more successful in managing my mental wellness.

For our purposes here, I wanted to share a few photographs from my last few months, many of which I have yet to share on this blog. Many of these shots were taken in my journey to Sarnia by train and my journey home to Ottawa.

There's a saying that it's better to be lucky than be good. I'm lucky indeed. As we near Christmas, I'd like to share a few shots in the spirit of gratitude.

This first shot was taken around sunrise on a cold Nov. 24 morning in Sarnia before I left on Train 84 to head to Toronto and eventually back to Ottawa. This train was backing up in the yard when I arrived at the station, before heading west through the tunnel into Michigan. If you look closely, you can see Via Train 84 on the spur beside the station, before it backed onto the main track. The cloud bank over station made for a cooperative sky that cut down on the shadows. I decided to leave the photo as it was, with no correction. This is one of my favourite shots of the year.

 
Here's a quick shot I grabbed aboard my train home from Toronto. The sun was sinking fast and the light would soon vanish, making any further attempts at photographs moot, but I liked that I got two different GO Transit schemes in this shot, along with a bumper in the bottom of the frame. This looked like a layover yard, which was just a short distance east of Union Station in Toronto. I'm thankful that the train home was not heavily delayed anywhere, which as we all know from last week's fiasco in Brockville, is all too common.
 

Yes, I'm even thankful for the old P42s. This is the train that I took from Fallowfield to Toronto on my way to see family in Sarnia. The city was cover in a light film of ice from a messy evening of freezing rain and snow, so getting to escape that to spend the weekend in warmer climes was certainly a bonus. Also, the fact that I was on an older consist meant that there were no speed restrictions on this train. Granted, the delays from being held for freight trains is another story, but I'm trying to stick with my theme of gratitude.
 

This shot is from my July visit to Stratford, where I was lucky enough to catch a few Goderich Exeter Railway trains in the Stratford yard and on the GEXR Goderich Subdivision. I like this shot because I was able to capture a bit of smoke coming out of the old geeps, as the crew assembled its train in the yard before heading northwest down the Goderich Sub. I have many other photos to share from this trip, which I have yet to sort through for the purposes of a thematic post. 
 
 
Here's a shot from August when my family was in Waterloo for a music camp. I always try to make time to go up to St Jacobs to get some shots of the historic collection of locomotives and rolling stock in the Waterloo Central Railway yard. I like this shot because it captures the back end of an old heavyweight passenger car, a RDC Budd car as well as a repainted switcher. Then there are the axles in the foreground. This is the type of shot I am trying to capture more and more these days. I plan a post in the coming weeks to outline what I feel is the state of railfanning right now and how it has changed my perspectives on the hobby.
 
Looking for your thoughts
 
I'm thankful, as well, for blog reader Kevin from Windsor for alerting me to the fact that Firecrown Media has somehow decided to stop shipping its magazines to Canada, despite the fact that people have subscriptions. He told me he cancelled his subscription, as a result of this decision. I went online to see what was happening, as I have not received my latest issue of Classic Trains, which is a quarterly. It appears that the company that took over Kalmbach Media has indeed made this decision, although no one seems to have been notified. Needless to say, I have cancelled my subscription. Classic Trains was one of the few ties I retained to the United States after this spring's tariffs frenzy. Now, I have cut all ties.
 
I don't mean this as a slight against any blog readers from the States. I grew up on the U.S. border, have family in the U.S. and am an avid Detroit Tigers fan. Putting all politics aside, it's just a prudent measure for me to cut ties at this point. 
 
My question to my fellow railfans from Canada is which magazine should I subscribe to in this country to replace Classic Trains? I'm thinking Branchline, as I am a big fan of the Bytown Railway Society. Does anyone have any other suggestions? 

8 comments:

Eric May said...

Branchline is a good publication for current and historical Canadian information. Classic Trains has a bit of a different focus. As you have cancelled your subscription, If you have a library card you can access Classic Trains and others through the Libby App. This might change in the future, but for now it works.

Eric said...

Hi Michael,

A colleague used to have a little cartoon taped up in his workspace. Some pathological specimens are more prized than others. A big, whacking tumour was hugely interesting. Someone's appendix was not. A hernia sac, even the most amazing one? Forget it. So the cartoon showed appendix picketing with the hernia sac, holding up picket signs reading, "We're Not JUNK!". Their viewpoint.

So, I agree that the KIND of miracles we're looking for - the parting of the sea, the angels swooping down from Heaven, the loaves and fishes? How about a factory that can produce 1,000 covered hoppers day after day. DAY AFTER DAY! They all look the same, they're all lettered the same, they all work. Now that's a miracle, and not junk.

Similarly, looking for that ideal train coming by, that fantastic freight car on the model railway layout, belie the absolute mundaneness of every day life. How many of our daily activities would make the front page?

Yes, 'Branchline' is worth getting, and definitely more Canadian than Classic Trains. Firecrown's decision is inexplicable. On the other hand, White River Productions even has more Canadian content and contributors than the former Kalmbach publications. Yes, value individual Americans but at least for now, keep those Canadian $$$ at home!

Eric

Anonymous said...

I’d suggest Passenger Train Journal. Although not a “Canadian” publication, their editorial team is staffed by both Americans and Canadians. Moreover, they feature considerable Canadian content including news briefs in every issue and a column in every issue from a Canadian passenger train advocate. Plus when you subscribe, a human eMails you to ask which issue you’d like to start with.

Kevin from Windsor said...

The post about PTJ was mine. I clicked PUBLISH before updating my name.

Steve Boyko said...

Branchline, CN LINES, CP Tracks, Canadian Rail… all good publications and all Canadian. I don’t send my train money south of the border any more. We have a lot of good choices.

Love that Sarnia photo… great leading lines.

Michael said...

Thanks to both Erics, Kevin and Steve for your thoughts. I cannot justify supporting a company that treats out-of-country subscribers like this. I liked Classic Trains for its storytelling, but I really struggled with maintaining my subscription this year. I guess the company made my decision for me. I think Branchline might be my first choice, although CP Tracks intrigues me as well, since CP runs deep in my family history.

Eric said...

One more thought - I often find Classic Trains back issues at train shows, if you are able to get to one, Michael. Cheap or free, and history never gets old!
Eric

Michael said...

Good thought, Eric. I will not support this new company after it has shown such contempt for its readers here, but I will support someone at a swap meet or a train show who is clearing out their inventory.